2009: Year of Ups and Downs [Yearender Special]

Before  I will start this entry, I would like to share to you a thing that happened while writing this. Recently, some of my, well, enemies during the year, suddenly gave me a message greeting me a “Happy New Year”. I was not expecting for such, since we disclosed our communications with each other. And I suddenly felt happy, and at the same time, confident that 2010 will be much more than what I’m receiving now for this year. Hopefully.

Now to start off, here are some things that have happened to me, whether it’s with my love life, personal joy, or other nonsense that made me happy, cry, and not impressed.

The happenings (not in chronological order, but still in order):

First month of 2009, shortly after 2008 ended, I met a girl named Jeanica. We shared the same thoughts and ideas in life, despite the fact that we are opposite in gender. We had the constant communication, until we fell in love with each other.  We loved, and I was loyal. Unfortunately, something happened. Both of our parents found out about our relationship, and so, they demanded us to have separate ways. And we had no choice, but to follow them. After that incident, communication still goes on, but we only treat ourselves as friends, until it was gone by March.

Around summer of 2009. Here comes life after death, or to rephrase, life after torture. I enrolled in College, under the course of BS IT. Fortunately, God was so good, that I was able to enroll in one of the prestigious universities in the country. So to perk up and prepare myself, I have to reduce some weight. So I have to sacrifice my sleep and have to wake up early. Good thing the results were that great. Thinking of it as a burden was what have been stuck into my mind.  But indeed, life and some things would help you out in good path. So I have decided to perk up more, by reducing on what I eat and leaving those, I think, wouldn’t help me out. So the results were just fine. And when the first day funk came, it wasn’t a hassle. 

While on vacation, I have discovered new things. Thanks to some influence and curiosity of such, I have discovered Facebook. I was curious on what is it, so I tried. And I was so amazed that almost everyday, this has been become a part of my routine. Addiction to it came in, but it’s just ok after all, since it was summer vacation then. Started following some people whom I know who have such, until I decided to go for celebrities. First friend in Facebook: Tricia Gosingtian. Yes, the famous and uber-kawaii photographer. I know many of you will react, because of it. But don’t worry, she has deleted me. . At least, still, I am a fan of her. Then Plurk comes in. out of curiosity, I created for one. And I was amazed how people started to add me as their friend. That was awesome. Being in these “social networking” sites don’t really mean that you’re a social climber. It’s just that you love to socialize with others, so that you will gain more friends, and of course to have fun. Going back, in Plurk, I wasn’t able to get on how to use it, until I started to gain some friends and boom, I suddenly know it already. It was all thanks to Allana Mari Bartolome. If well, not for her, I will remain a newbie and ignorant of Plurk. 

Also during that time, love is really that powerful. Well, I fell in love with her, and so was she. We lasted, until it was my fault, that’s why we have to let go of it. But we still have communication. Also, during that time, Boys Over Flowers became that famous. There was this friend of mine whose user name was Geum Jan Di, which is also the name of the girl protagonist in said show. And so, to keep up with it, I also changed my user name from blackhunter09 to Goo Jun Pyo, who is the main male protagonist. We shared some laughter and fun, until she posted her picture. I was thinking that this girl I’m talking with is just a kind of “poser” or something, but I was so amazed to her beauty to the extent that.. well, I fell in love. She don’t know about it because I try to hide it off, as if it’s nothing.But love is really that powerful after all. Until I tried to get her, through her friends.

And so the classes came. I was in the block section, so I need not to worry about the professors. So I had fun, fun, fun. I was wishing that it’ll be vacation again, because I find it kinda boring. Thinking I could get over this boredom, I tried myself to go for the gold, which means my love to be expressed to her. So I had to find a way on how to commence my plan. So  I asked the help of her two friends, Denise Rivera, and Bea Webb, as what she prefers to be called. Anyway, things happened. Unfortunately, due to my being “torpe” type, I didn’t make it. At least I tried. Recently, she deleted me in her social networks as her friend, because, maybe of what I said to her before. Oh well, gotta move on.

I forgot, during summer, I was viewing this blog where they feature girls all over Asia. Clue: it is where the Hayden-Katrina videos originated. Anyway, I discovered Alodia Gosiengfiao. I really had no clue about her, and stuffs. And so my admiration came. Her cosplays were so awesome that I have to search ala-geek on what is cosplay. Thanks to Wikipedia, I got the info I needed. And I was amazed. I would like to credit her on these things:

*Influence in anime

*Influence in Japanese music

*Influence in photography (her sister, Ashley) and cosplaying

Thanks to her, I was inspired to become acquainted in Japanese art culture, on which I still enjoy now. She might not be reading this, but I’ll thank her then.

Oops, my entry got that long! =)) Anyway to sum it up, 2009 was full of bang and at the same time it was full of oh noes and nu ni nu. To end this entry, I would like to thank the persons who influenced me, whether it’s about cosplay, lovelife, hobbies and others who changed me as who I was in 2008.

1. Ethyl Ann Marie Ceniza

2. Therese Poticano

3. Amery Kirstie Tumulak

4. Jeanica Alexis

5. Allana Mari Bartolome

6. Alodia Gosiengfiao

7. Gerlyn Velasco

8. Bea Webb

9. Clare Valentine

10. Regina Visitacion

11. Plurkers

12. Facebook Friends

13. PinoyPSP Co-members

14. Tricia Gosingtian

15. Ravi Villanueva (haha kalimutan tika.)

and lastly:

15. Denise Rivera (fwendship), for being there in bad and good times. Hihi.

Now to greet you all a..

Happy New Year To You And To Your Family!

Now to prepare myself and leave those things behind and move on to a new dawn of 2010.

Happy New Year,                                                                                                                                                                                                          blackhunter09 [June Hizole]

The Christmas of Blackhunter09, Some Other Entries [A Christmas Special]

“Merri Kurisumasu minna-san desu!~”

Hi readers! It’s been a while since I have posted some blog entries. The reason: I was busy with school, so therefore I had no time posting. And unfortunately, I’m now a bit of grounded whenever it’s school days, so that means, no touching of laptop. I just don’t get it why do they (parents) have to be that way, even if I’m already in college. So moving on, I would like to share some of my latest escapades and journeys in life. It might be that long, but I will try to shorten it up.

Anyway, back in November, I was feeling some happiness, because I have the high hopes that I have a chance of her. If you don’t get what I mean, I was in love with someone. That someone, maybe, don’t know about my feeling.  So I have to force myself on being that close to her, so that when the right time comes, I can express what I want to say. Unfortunately, an incident made me change my point of view about her. It was just last Christmas when I found out about something: she has a special someone now. When I read the letter, which I won’t post it here, because she might be reading this blog, my heart was like, torn into pieces. I felt so sad and depressed during that time. I felt like, the urge to get her but not doing it because of one big factor. Right now, I’m trying to recover. I hope that won’t happen again, because some bad thoughts came into my mind, like, “I gotta go out and jump at the bridge” or “I will hang myself to death!”. Good thing there are these persons who really loves you and cares for you even in the hardest times of your life. I would like to express my sincere thanks and give a big hug to these persons, namely: Skeeterz, Fwendship, and my friends in our forum at PinoyPSP. Maybe I just need to improve myself more in terms of lovelife. Enough said, closed for this topic.

So how was your Christmas? If you gotta ask mine, well, it’s a mixture of happy and sad one. I will say that it’s a happy one since I received this for Christmas:

-My dream headphone, finally came true-

 So yeah, I received that, surprisingly. Because what I was expecting to receive for Christmas is just a Philips GoGear Aria, and I said to myself, “I’m happy with it”, and this was unexpected. I was really happy and glad with it, that after the opening of gifts part, I directly connected it to my MP3 player. The baby’s spankin’ good. If I would write a review for it, I will give it a flat 10. Amazingly made Skullcandy headphone ever. I will treasure this thing forever.

By the way, I have a Tumblr now. Yay! Don’t forget to follow me:  Blackhunter09@Tumblr. You might not find it that interesting, because I only reblog what others have posted. Main reason: still new to it. ^^; So don’t forget to swing by and have fun with it!

Also lately, I just discovered a trending site:  Formspring.me. It has been out since, but not that discovered by others, until someone found out about it, so its information spread like a wildfire. Basically, Formspring.me is a place where you can ask anything to a member, like let’s say, in my Formspring.me youmay check what they’re asking about me, and also you can ask me anything, even if you’re not a member of said site, because they have an anonymous feature. Cool isn’t it? So why not wait and register now! Also, don’t forget to follow me on said site, alright?

Speaking of fun, do you remember my post about Lockerz? Well, what I can say is, I’m doubting them now. Why? I might sound bias here, but in my case, I was banned because I was “caught” cheating. They didn’t thought that maybe, some of those whom he invited isn’t that active now, but I have no choice, and to accept the fact. Fortunately, they (might) have forgotten about it, and they didn’t remove me as their member. Yay! But I feel sad to some of my friends whom I’ve invited, because, the site said that instead of the prizes they’re supposed to claim, instead, they will receive a $50 Amazon GC. So meaning, the site itself could be a fake and bogus one, or they might be saying the truth that they have to settle things up before giving the prizes to the deserving ones. Anyway, I’m still happy that my account is there, alive and kicking.

Well I guess that’ll be for me tonight. Having fun isn’t always, there is also a time where tears run down the face. Gotta leave you with this statement:

“Pain is inevitable, but misery is optional.”

                     -As said by Therese Poticano, from Readers’ Digest.

Now to give myself a rest from this things.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year,                                                                                                                                                                   -blackhunter09-

P.S: I will write an entry sometime December 30, for my very own year-ender. Don’t forget to check by my blog. Thanks!

Satin Eclipse: Darkness Is Coming Cosplay Event

“Cosplaying isn’t just any extraordinary hobby, instead it is a passion with goals in mind.”

-First post for the month of November.-

Recently, I have attended a cosplay event entitled Satin Eclipse: Darkness Is Coming. I was so happy when I found out about it, since cosplay events are a bit of rare in my ears. And attending such events  is an event that one otaku shouldn’t miss. And so I went there, bringing my *fail* Samsung S760. Fail because it doesn’t cooperate with me like I wanted it to be. It acts on its own like hanging up, taking shots without my action of clicking the capture button. I was so sad with the quality of pictures, so I asked my friends over at a forum to help me out in at least making the picture look more vivd, and unfortunately, it was also a fail. Now my camera is disappointing me, bigtime. Even though I want to buy the DSLR kind, I can’t since it’s so expensive that even if I want to buy a PSP game, I just simply can’t. Oh well, just gotta stick with it and live with it. Now, for some laughtrip, here is what my friend did to the picture:

Cool photo manipulation. LOL.

Aside from it, the environment was a bit of unpleasing to everyone, since people are crowded like fresh sardines. And what’s worse, since I’m in the front part, I can see clearly the whole event, so I can have good quality of pictures, but unfortuantely, other people are blocking my way. How unprofessional. They are supposed to be the good example of amateur photographers since they brought themselves the whole cool gear like the lens, stand and the like. But it didn’t turn out that way. I guess it’s better to stay in the side where there’s no archenemy.

Rest of the photos:

-The “Shinobi Group”

-The “Hellgirls” Group

-”Tobi Is A Good Boy”

(More of it in my photo page)   

By the way, if you are interested, join this new site I have discovered: Lockerz.com, where you can get stuffs like PS3, iTouch, DS, and PSP for FREE. That’s right, FREE.
You may check it out here: Proofs

Note: this is not a scam or any other foolishness that’s available online. This is 100% legitimate, and the best part: no money involved.
SO if you’re interested, just reply in the comment section with your email address, since this is a invite-only stuff. Thanks in advance!

I guess that’s it for me, leaving you out with this:

See you soon, later on my another entry.

Till then,
JHizole, out.

Fail.

“Don’t leave your keys unattended or else fail might happen, and bad lucks doesn’t make sense at all.”

     These phrases left me hungry, not being online for around 5 hours, and had the worst fashion in life. Why? Here’s the story:

   While I was riding together with family going to the barber shop on a sunny late afternoon, mother told the family that she has to go ahead of us because she’ll deal with something business-related. So we left her out. Now going there was just me and daddy. We just had a small talk, then laugh. Finally we reached the barber shop. He was trimmed first because he had reservation, and unfortunate for me, since my barber doesn’t like this reserve thing. And so his hair got trimmed. When there was a vacant barber, I had my turn. While he was having a massage by his favorite barber, and asleep, I’m having the cut. I planned for a 2×4 haircut (if you’re familiar with it). And it was started. Unfortunately electricity is so lame that when my sides were about to be trimmed, the brownout came. Now I look like an idiot. Imagine a decent person whose hair has been cut off like grass. Or not, try imagining me, left side trimmed while the other way untrimmed. Boo.

Yet an unexpected plan was made by them: to go somewhere for adults, and I don’t care where they are going. So I had no choice but to go together with them, dropping me off near the house, and off they go there. Yet there was one thing that we forgot to remember: keys to the house. Hell, there was no duplicates nor any other way of getting inside the house except the keys of course. So I was stucked outside the house, for 5 hours, without dinner, but just had a snack of french fries from Jollibee. I think that made me not that hungry anymore for the next few hours.

So I just stayed at my neighbor’s house, became like the owner and at least had fun with PSP. When mommy came home, she brought in not just one, but 5 kinds of meals. Yum. So I munched and munch until the wee hours of midnight.And finally, got back online and played my favorite games, then had my time together with PSP and with “Bro.”

We all have such experiences, and I think I’ll treasure this until I become old. And no, I’m not doing that thing they did, where it’s for “adults only”.

Till then,

JHizole, out.

Thanks To You

“Some Day You’ll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You, Some Day You’ll Miss Me Like I Missed You, Some Day You’ll Need Me Like I                                                                   Needed You, Some Day You’ll Love Me But I Won’t Love You”

Yes, I agree with that one. Thanks to you, “Chikita”, for making my heart ache as worse as I’ve expected. Thanks to you for at least making me happy for a point in time. Thanks to you for at least seldomly replying in my Plurks and not replying in my texts. And I thank you for one big thing:

 ”Pinaasa mo lang ako.”

Thanks for the misery and sadness you’ve brought to me. I now love you more because of it.

I don’t like to stay being sad since they said that when you’re sad/depressed, you would grow older that your age. I don’t like that to happen or else, everything might become worse.

Now let’s move on for some happy moments.

Thanks to you. I give my all-thanks to Denise, my one and only fwendship, for always being there despite of our distances in terms of location. Thanks to you, I’m now at least having myself the little happiness. Thanks to you for always replying in my Plurk and in my texts, even if some of them are corney. Thanks to you fortthe biggest thing you’ve done that I won’t forget:

“Being there in times of trouble and in need.”

Thank you thank you. Love you fwendship!~

As a reward, I might free you to a vacation to Japan. , or if not, a trip to America will do.

And that’s making my post at least lively despite of what just happened.

I think this picture would describbe me why am I single until now.

Hihihi. Well that should be for me, at least I’m now kinda happy and fine because of Denise. 

Thanks To YOU. 

Oh well.

Just like what the title says, oh well for me. Having a bad mood lately because of a thing that happened to a friend of mine. No, this is not related with the person I pointed out in my previous entry. This is a new one. Well, let’s hide her under the codename:

“Chikita.”

Chikita is well, a good person, an intelligent one, and a friendly type. She was a high schooler back then. Now college came. She’s in a dormitory right now. Well what can you expect from the dormitory? You’ll gain nothing. And temptations are there, waiting for a victim. Now, I don’t know for any reason why she gave in to the temptations. Lately she’s having bad scores in class. And she’s now doing vices like let’s say, drinking. As far as I know Chikita, she doesn’t drink. What I just don’t like to happen is that she’ll give in to the temptaion of smoke. When I say smoke, I mean smoking. It’s not a good thing to be done. So I want to help her at least, before everything ends up into waste. It’ll end up her studies and much worse: her life. And the bad thing is, Chikita is my crush ever since. And what I hate in girls is that they smoke, drink nor being the flirt type. I can accept when they flirt with fun, but in a serious thing, no way for me. I can still love her even if she will become a fail in school because of the subjects, but if it’s because of the vices, hell no. Dump to the trash can.

 Leaving you guys a quote from St Augustine:

“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.”

Oh well.

 Jhizole, out.

Get-To-Know Me and A Blog Entry

Hi everyone, this is my second blog entry. It’s been a while since I have blogged about me, well beacuse of the lack of time and of course, school-related stuffs. This will be a get-to-know-me part/first entry for the blog. I’m still new in this blog, so I’m sorry for being a newbie. Anyway, here it goes.

 About Me:

June Justine Hizole, BS IT Student. An anime otaku. A cosplayer (sideline). 100% geek in PSP, 90% fail in love.

Hobbies? Let’s see. I like playing Basketball, Watching Anime whole day (is it a hobby?), Swimming, and of course, Biking. Tried mountain hiking, but didn’t have the like for such.

Likes/Dislikes? I like people who are loving, in a sense that they’ll accept you as who you are. I dislike people who are backbiters, love being in a fight always, and having the urge to be the aggresive type even though he/she can’t be that one. I also like being in a circle of friends, where they are the type of people who are slight geek, slight funy, and slight serious.

Anything else that you want to know from me? Well, just discover it out later on, if you keep on following me. You’ll know more about me.

 Now for my first entry in this blog:

I have been a positive thinker whenever I meet new persons whether online or in real life. I treat them as someone special because people are all special. Until recently, somebody broke that hunch. I don’t like to mention names around here, since you (the suspect) made me disappoint about it. Anyway, here’s the story:

He/she was a friend of mine at Plurk. Until he/she suddenly became gone of the site, I wondered why. So I gave her a hi, and asked why he/she’s not there during those times. And unfortunately, what I get in reply was:

 ”Hi ka dyan. (unsure)” (Why would you say hi to me? (unsure))

Well, it’s a bit disappointing. Why?

1. I have treated him/her as my friend because I know he/she has the potential of being the next famous cosplayer.

AND

2.He/she has that good attitude shown to me when we first met, until the time where she went gone.

I just wish him/her a goodluck in life, because this is just the start of my revenge.

Anyhow, I want him/her to be at least ok in her life, without me being in the side to support.

More to come so stay tuned. Keep checking here for more!

Till then,

JHizole, out.

June Justine Hizole, now on i.ph

Hi everyone, let me start my first blog post here on i.ph with a smile! Hehe. 

Anyways I’m glad to be here. I might not be that good in terms of blogging, but I’ll just try my best to be good at it.

 That’s it. Hope we’ll get acquainted soon.

-Justine H.-